Wednesday, December 05, 2007
Losing Sleep
it's 3.50am... and i am still wide awake... freak.... how am i goin wake up in time for my super duper lengthy meeting ltr?? i heart wednesday since 1 mth ago... great... kinda mental torturing myself for the expectation created by the 'too free' brain cell... argh~
Do u deliberately call juz to tell mi abt it? izzit ur agenda? tt's pretty scary... anyway... izzit to wake mi up? or to break mi up? sometime it is sooo difficult to act as if u dunno anything.. but deep nw in the heart... both of u jolly well noe... i hate to act.. but.. i cant confront u... plz advise wad should i do?? lost~
some1 told mi that, challenged are meant to be faced... but i pretty guess... u choose to run away reality... stop hanging... it is making mi breathless.... dislike beating ard the bushes... plus... am not an item... treat mi w human rights... u can nv understand.... gal advise mi to learn how to play kite... in order to receive lesser pain... mayb... i juz fall unknowingly... or mayb... i choose this trap to jump in?
Do u deliberately call juz to tell mi abt it? izzit ur agenda? tt's pretty scary... anyway... izzit to wake mi up? or to break mi up? sometime it is sooo difficult to act as if u dunno anything.. but deep nw in the heart... both of u jolly well noe... i hate to act.. but.. i cant confront u... plz advise wad should i do?? lost~
some1 told mi that, challenged are meant to be faced... but i pretty guess... u choose to run away reality... stop hanging... it is making mi breathless.... dislike beating ard the bushes... plus... am not an item... treat mi w human rights... u can nv understand.... gal advise mi to learn how to play kite... in order to receive lesser pain... mayb... i juz fall unknowingly... or mayb... i choose this trap to jump in?
celebration at PH on 30 Nov 07
Labels: Blow candles, displeased, frenz, self reflection
i look upon the moon and stars at 3:37:00 AM
2 stars were shining bright even without the moon
2 stars were shining bright even without the moon
